Pressure

I am going to write this blog on the pressures of 4th year. Everyone I know that has completed their honours degree has said it was tough but I never knew it was going to be this difficult. Aggghhh once one thing is done another one is due in, there seems to be no time to rest. Trying to juggle college, work, friends and a boyfriend is so tough. I have been feeling guilty since September, if I’m spending time with my friends or boyfriend the guilt sets in that I should be doing college work, same as the other way around, I feel guilty for not seeing my friends as much as I would like to. Since September I have done about 30,000 words in assignments although most of them have been group work assignments but it still a scary amount of words. I am now dreading my second semester because then the pressure will be most definitely on. I keep reminding myself that it is only a few months and that I need to do it to the best of my ability. I don’t think i have ever looked so forward to Christmas break before, the chance to relax and catch up with people.
So anyway that is all my venting done now...back to college work!!!!